Tonight, I am Crying without tears. As I lay down on my bed late at night, I keep looking at my phone waiting for it to flash notification a message from you It’s been more than a week, since we stopped talking as we used to You said it will help me to get over you quickly. I pretended to be strong, But it turned out against me . It’s been more than hour now, still there’s no sign of you I keep looking at my wallpaper, thinking where did I go wrong? Why I couldn’t stop you? Why did I let you go? Maybe I shouldn’t have said that, Maybe I shouldn’t have done that, Maybe it’s all my fault. And this guilt is killing me faster than I thought. You already know, The only person with whom I wanted to share anything was you. Now, you’re not there to listen to me. You still say “I’ll be there for you always”, but will you really be there? I look outside the window, I see the moon looking back at me Then I remember , You always looked at the moon whenever you missed me. Tonight , I’m looking at the moon thinking if you’re looking at it too? Whether it still reminds me of you? It’s been already so late, maybe I should try to sleep now. But then I want to cry. I want to cry out so loud, But I can’t. I want to let it out , I’m tired of holding it back but my tears have become stubborn just like you. So here I am , laying down on my bed looking at the moon, Crying without tears.
[Reposted on 1st December 2020, Originally posted on 17th June 2019]
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