Crying Without Tears - Poem - Writing My Heart Out

Tonight, I am Crying without tears.
As I lay down on my bed late at night,
I keep looking at my phone
waiting for it to flash notification
a message from you
It’s been more than a week,
since we stopped talking as we used to
You said it will help me
to get over you quickly.
I pretended to be strong,
But it turned out against me .
It’s been more than hour now,
still there’s no sign of you
I keep looking at my wallpaper,
thinking where did I go wrong?
Why I couldn’t stop you?
Why did I let you go?
Maybe I shouldn’t have said that,
Maybe I shouldn’t have done that,
Maybe it’s all my fault.
And this guilt is killing me
faster than I thought.
You already know,
The only person with whom
I wanted to share anything
was you.
Now, you’re not there to listen to me.
You still say
“I’ll be there for you always”,
but will you really be there?
I look outside the window,
I see the moon looking back at me
Then I remember ,
You always looked at the moon whenever you missed me.
Tonight ,
I’m looking at the moon
thinking if you’re looking at it too?
Whether it still reminds me of you?
It’s been already so late,
maybe I should try to sleep now.
But then I want to cry.
I want to cry out so loud,
But I can’t.
I want to let it out ,
I’m tired of holding it back
but my tears have become stubborn
just like you.
So here I am ,
laying down on my bed
looking at the moon,
Crying without tears.

[Reposted on 1st December 2020, Originally posted on 17th June 2019]

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