Off days makes me feel empty It’s better when you have things to dothey keep you occupiedso you don’t get enough timeto travel back in timevisit those dark nightsembarrassing conversationsand your long lasting, loyal demons Off day feels like a festival day that you used to enjoy back when things were simpler & prettierBut now […]
Why do I do what I do?Is there a way I could do it the other way?Why did I do what I did?Was there a way I could’ve done it other way? These questions keep me awakeI don’t know if it’s insomniaor just these random & endless thoughtsHow do i diagnose? Every night I visit […]
I’m tired of tryinghow far do i need to runand still end up where I began I wake up everydaywith a hope borrowed froma glorified past i used to live inimitating the old selfthat breathed griefand sweated fire Now there is no betrayalno pain to transform into pleasureit’s all quiet and mundaneso where do i […]
I can’t afford to lose youso I’m losing myself I drop parts of mewhen I walk away from your placeparts that crave being cravedby yours The roads that I walkbreaks apartburying those partsinto the core of this planetso there is no sign of methat reminds of you The words that I writeevaporates from the pagesturn […]
When we meetI don’t want it to beA fancy restaurant or noisy cafeI will fail to look inside your soulor hear your heart out Let’s meet somewhere on earthwith limitless sky or an endless Oceanin frontwith you & your words beside me Where we dive in each other’s souland fly without worryingabout landing backfrom where […]
Are we still getting a farewell ? A month ago, I had an ideato finally write about a placewhere I learnt the mostbeyond semicolons & curly bracesbut the place is lockednot sure if I can bid a final goodbyethe way I thought. Yes, I’m talking about our collegethe one we called “School” for last 4 yearsNot that […]
I wish I had hold on to youthan the fear of losing you I don’t why I run awayeverytime you get close to meyou make me feel too much lovedsomething which scares me more than a heartbreak We lie down on the ground bare footed in the midnightstaring at the sky filled with stars & […]
Do I have anything left to write?I don’t think I’m sad anymore(if that’s what got me started)or even happy to be honestI’m justcaught up, I guess I keep my schedule tightput things on my plate until they start spilling& make sure that I don’t cut me slackEvery day, I keep getting better atpretending to be […]
I won’t romanticize pain tonightthis isn’t a poem about a broken thinga heart, a brain, a boneor about the beauty of lovethat doesn’t last (there isn’t any) Let me write about the Band I’m obsessed all over againTwo boys,I spin my head with one’s drumsand let my thoughts scream with other’s voice 3 years back […]
It’s 9:50 in the nightthe city is living in quarantineand I had to google for the correct spellingAnyway I’m out on terraceit’s a part of routinemy own isolationwith some air, stars ,skyand sometimes kid in the neighborhood But tonight it’s differentIt’s quieter than usualThough I like the silence,it makes me wonder about the viruswandering few […]