IMG_20180811_135739Hello there ,today I’m gonna write about my current phase .My thoughts are like a roller-coaster ride these days .One day I’m full of energy ,enthusiasm & positivity. Next day I’m stressed ,sad ,lost .And it’s been going on from last few months.

Am I depressed ? Maybe ,maybe not.Not sure.

Do you have that person whom you miss when anything good or bad happens to you? So first thing you do is just pour your heart out in front of then. But you know what i do ?

And now I just sit in silence – Car radio (Twenty one pilots)

I had one too . Maybe I am missing that person . But can’t do anything about it. We don’t talk anymore like we used to do .

But I’m not gonna blame that person for this .Because I think we both are responsible for this.

I have been constantly analyzing & overthinking about my past . I’ve been blaming myself for everything .Even though I know it’s wrong.

Still I’m trying my best to stay positive . I’ve been reminding myself “This is gonna pass soon ” . It’s hard to accept sometimes but I’m sure sooner or later I’ll be okay .

Someday in future maybe within a month or longer when I’ll get through this phase , I’ll look back to this & be proud of myself that I have got through this tough phase .

So to my future self – “I’ll be there soon” .

And If anyone of you have been through such phase ,do share your experiences in the comment section below . It will be really helpful for me .

Thank you for reading 🙂

10 thoughts to “And now I just sit in silence ..

  • Thought for Change

    Well I actually have been feeling the same. Happy and idyllic followed by sadness and I actually don’t know the reason why. But I’m trying to overcome it.

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    • Accidental Blogger

      High five ,lol .
      I know the reason behind my situation & also i know what needs to be done . But it’s tough .
      You should first find out reason for this feeling & then find what can be done .

      I’m sure we will get through this.
      “Patience is the key”

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      • Thought for Change

        Believe me I’ve been trying a lot to find out the reason but I don’t have any. It’s depressing all by itself.

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        • Accidental Blogger

          Yeah , I’ve been there before .I will say keep yourself engaged in activities which you like .Spend time with your loved ones .
          I’m sure it will help 🙂

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  • motivatedandfree

    Beautifully written. I also have this vibe sometimes but as they say our mind is a battlefield. Am constantly believing all is well as I wait while focusing on the positive side. Thanks for this ..

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  • Daydreamer Lex

    I know exactly what you mean, I too have that issue where i’m constantly overthinking things as well as blaming myself for certain situations that have happened when I know that I shouldn’t. It can be very stressful and frustrating when that happens, Although you try to keep your mindset a certain way, you sometimes find yourself getting caught in the crossfire of your own thoughts, but like you said, you just gotta keep telling yourself that although everything seems bad or is just a lot to handle…….you’ll get through it. Your quote to yourself is actually a pretty good one, I like it a lot, I hope you’re having a lovely day ^_^

    P.S. I’m really enjoying your posts, they’re very good 🙂

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    • Accidental Blogger

      Yes , exactly!
      It seems really hard to get over this time in such situations.
      But somehow while you’re suffering you’ve to remind yourself that “It will pass too”.

      Thank you so much for this comment 😇

      Have a great day ❤️

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      • Daydreamer Lex

        That is very true indeed!! There’s always days that are just harder then others, but as you said even when you’re having those days, you just have to remind yourself that it’s all just for the moment and that better days will come around. As long as you do your best then you’ll be fine 🙂 Awww you’re very welcome and thank you, you have a great day too ^_^

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